I DON’T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT

I HAVE NO WAY TO DO SO

I CAN SITE OTHER ARTICLES

THAT SAY ABOUT IT

BUT THERE IS NEVER ANY PROOF OF ANYTHING

AND YET

I AM EXPERIENCING IT

I CHECKED IT ALL OUT

I DID THE RESEARCH

I PAID ATTENTION BUT THE RESULTS ARE ALL STILLTHE SAME

I AM SLIPPING THROUGH REALITIES

I USED TO TAKE THE SAME BUS

EVERYDAY

EARLY IN THE MORNING

I SAT IN THE SAME SEAT

AND THAT SEAT HAD THE UNFORTUNATE DESIGN

OF AN A/C VENT BLOWING RIGHT UPON ME

 

I ALWAYS JUST WITHSTOOD IT

AND IF I CAUGHT A COLD

I DIDN’T BLAME IT

SURELY THERE WERE OTHER REASONS

BUT IF I PUT IT ALL TOGETHER

LIKE THE COLD BREEZE ON MY BUS

AND THE GERMS ON MY WORK BUS

( WHICH I DO MY BEST TO ALLEVIATE

DISINFECTANT SPRAY AND CHLORINE WIPES

HAVE KEPT ME STABLE SO FAR

AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO TAKE

THE PROPER PRECAUTIONS

I WILL BE FINE……

BUT NOW THAT VENT ISN’T THERE ANYMORE

IT’S LIKE THE WHOLE DESIGN OF THE BUS HAS CHANGED

AND I TAKE DIFFERENT BUSES AND THEY’RE ALL THE SAME

BUT I KNOW THAT VENT EXISTED AND I KNOW THAT IT’S NOT THERE ANYMORE

AND I REALIZE I\M SLIPPING THROUGH TIMELINES

IT’S ALL VERY SUBTLE

BUT I GET IT

I’M EXPERIENCING THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME

IN GOD’S WILL

 

BUT IT ALL MAKES YOU MORE AWARE OF OTHER PEOPLE

AND THE ENVIRONMENT THAT YOU LIVE IN

AND I REFUSE TO BECOME A GERMAPHOBE

BECAUSE I KNOW

IT’S ALL IN THE MIND

AND YET AND STILL AND BUT AND THEN AGAIN

 

I AM CONSTANTLY GUARDING AGAINST THE COMMON COLD

SO IT”S BECOME A ROUTINE

AND THAT HELPS

SO BE IT

I WENT TO SEE A DENTIST

WHO GOT SO EXCITED OVER MY POOR DENTALCONDITION

THAT HE WANTED TO PULL 5 TEETH RIGHT THEN AND THERE

I JUMPED OVERBOARD

AND AM STILL TREADING WATER

FOLLOWING THE SHIP OF MY REALITY

OF MY CONDITION…SIGH…

I NEED A MEDBED

DON’T WE ALL…RIGHT?

NO TELLING WHEN THAT WILL COME

BUT I WILL HOLD OUT

IN THE MEANTIME

I WILL KEEP FIGHTING

FOR TRUTH

AND JUSTICE

AND RIGHTEOUSNESS

AND THE WAY OF GOD IN CHRIST

AND A PAINLESS DENTIST THAT CAN DO IMPLANTS…RIGHT?

 

I’M GONNA BE A FREAKING SUPERMAN

JUST WITHOUT THE COSTUME AND CAPE AND SUPERPOWERS

BUT I WILL BE HERE WITH YOU ALL

ALL OF YOU

ALL THE WAY TO HELP YOU AND REMIND YOU

THAT YOU ARE ALL GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE THINKING

YOU DON’T HAVE THAT INNER VOICE

YOU THINK THAT YOU’RE AN NPC

FEAR NOT

IT IS YOUR RIGHT TO EVOLVE

TO GAIN A SOUL

TO GAIN  AN INDWELLING SPIRIT OF GOD

THE VERY FACT THAT YOU EXIST

MEANS THAT YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY

AND THE RIGHT TO OBTAIN AND FULFILL IT

SO GO FOR IT

IF YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE NO DIVINE SOUL

AND YOU WANT ONE

THEN ACT UPON THAT

AND GET ON YOUR KNEES

AND BEG GOD FOR ANY WAY THAT GOD IS WILLING

TO GIVE YOU TO OBTAIN IT

YOU CAN DO IT

GOD WILL DO IT WITH YOU

GOID WILL HELP

AS LONG AS YOU ARE HONEST AND SINCERE

AND HAVE DONE NO HARM IN THE PAST

THAT WOULD DISQUALIFY YOU

LIKE MURDER

AND ASSAULT AND OTHER PHYSICAL HARM

PHYSICAL VIOLENCE AS A WAY OF LIFE FOR YOU

IS A BIG…NO…

SO IT WILL TAKE A LOT MORE

THAN YOUR BEGGING TO ASCEND

GOOD LUCK WITH THAT…

IN THE MEANTIME

WHO AND WHAT ARE YOU?

DO YOU NOW?

WHILE YOU ARE STRIVING TO ASCEND

KNOWING YOURSELF IS IMPORTANT

CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU REALLY AND TRULY KNOW YOURSELF

ARE YOU AN HONEST HUMAN BEING

WITHIN AND WITHOUT?

AND YOU HAVE THAT CONNECTION TO TALK WITH GOD

THROUGH YOUR THOUGHT ADJUSTOR

YOUR GOD FRAGMENT

YOUR DIVINE SELF

AND IF NOT

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT FOR YOURSELF IN THIS WORLD?

SELF SATISFACTION?

YES?

NO?

HERE’S THE THING…..

DOING ONE’S BEST

TO LIVE THE LIFE OF GOD

TO LIVE THE WILL OF GOD

AS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU TO LIVE

RIGHT OR WRONG

IT IS ALL A EST

A TEST TO DETERMINE YOUR LOVE OF GOD

WHO LOVES YOU INFINITELY AND ETERNALLY

AND WANTS YOU ASLL TO LOVE GOD IN RETURN

INFINITELY AND ETERNALLY

CAN YOU DO THAT?

LOOK AND CHRIST

CHRIST DID IT

CHRIST SUFFERRED FOR IT

AND YET

CHRIST CHANGED THE WHOLE WORLD

EVEN UP TO HERE AND NOW

THAT IS THE POWER OF GOD

AND GOD IN CHRIST

 

KNOW THAT WE ALL STAND AT A CROSSROADS

BETWEEN GOD AND THE DEVIL

TIME TO CHOOSE

ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE…..