(YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE ORIGINAL….SIGH…)

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I HAVE ACCEPTED MY FATE

PROPHET I AM

AS MY FATHER CRIED WHEN I WAS BORN

MY POOR PARENTS

STUCK WITH ME AS A CHILD

AS A SON

THEY GAVE ME THEIR BEST

I GAVE SO LITTLE IN RETURN

ALL I WANTED WAS TO KNOW GOD

FROM AN EARLY AGE

IN SUNDAY SCHOLL

THEY TOLD ME STORIES OF SAMUEL WHO HEARD THE VOICE OF GOD

CALLING HIS NAME

ANS HE RAN AROUND SAYING 

HERE AM I

HERE AM I, LORD

I WENT THROUGH THE SAME AS A CHILD

I HEARD VOICES

THAT CALLED MY NAME

AND I RAN AROUND THE HOUSE

SAYING

HERE AM I

HERE AV I

AND THE VOICES GIGGLED AND LEFT ME UNTIL THE NEXT TIME

UNTIL ONE TIME

WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN

I SLIPPED FROM SWINGING OVER THE STAIRS

FROM A LAYER OF CARPET

ON THE UPPER LEVEL

RIGHT ABOVE THE STAIRCASE

I’D DONE IT FOR YEARS

BUT MY MOTHER HAD WARNED ME ABOUT IT

NOT TOO LONG BEFORE

[she had an uncanny knack for stuff like that…]

BUT I KEPT DOING IT ANYWAY

UNTIL FELL ON MY BACK ON THE STAIRS

I HURT MY BACK SOMETHING AWFUL

BACK THEN IT WAS NOTHING BUT A TEMPORARY PAIN

I WAS YOUNG AND VERY STUPID

[Now I Am older and less stupid…

I pray one day to be not stupid…]

I WAS THE ONLY ONE AT HOME AT THE TIME

THERE WASNO HELPOR AID TO BE HAD

I CRAWLED TO THE COUCH

AND WAITED FOR THE PAIN TO SUBSIDE

I NEVER TOLD MY PARENTS WHAT HAPPENED

[why give my mother the satisfaction?  

I was still young and very stupid……sigh…]

AND SO….EVEN TODAY

I HAVE A DETERIORATED FIFTH DISC IN MY SPINE

I WEAR A BACK BRACE EVERY DAY

I TOLD MYSELF BACK THEN WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN YEARS OLD

SHAKE IT OFF DUMMY

BUT TODAY IT WOULD BE AN AMBULANCE

GO FIGURE

BUT THE VOICES STOPPED AFTER THAT

THAT DIDN’T CHANGE UNTIL I WAS IN COLLEGE

AND GOD CAME TO ME

AND PROCLAIMED THAT I WAS

THE UNICORN OF GOD

I WAS PROUD AND HAPPY

ALL MY STUDIES SINCE I WAS 11

AND DEDICATED MYSELF TO KNOWING AS MUCH ABOUT GOD 

AS I COULD POSSIBLY KNOW

WAS BEGINNING TO BEAR FRUIT

SINCE THEN

I ALWAYS KNEW

WHO AND WHAT I AM IN GOD

AND I KNEW THAT GOD KNEW

AND THAT ALWAYS CARRIED ME THROUGH

ALL AND EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING….

{oh, the stories i could tell you about GOD and me….

happy chuckle here…

I Am sure you all have your own stories

about what GOD has done for you

through you

in you

with you

and all around you

feel free to share, please…

it makes us all feel like we’re not the only ones, y’know?}

THINK

REMEMBER

ANY AND ALL TIMES

WHEN YOU EXPERIENCED SOMETHING

THAT CAUSED YOU TO REALIZE THAT GOD ACTED ON YOUR BEHALF

ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE WITNESSED WITH CERTAINTY AN ANSWER TO A PRAYER

A HELPFUL THING

GIVEN TO YOU OUT OF NOWHERE

THAT LETS YOU KNOW

BEYOND THE SHADOW OF ANY DOUBT

THAT GOD IS HERE WITH YOU

AND THERE WITH YOU

AS GOD IS FOR AND WITH

ALL AND ANY OF US

]UST LET GOD BE AND DO SO

(If you just stop and think about it…….

GOD is doing and being all of it anyway

whatever happens to and with and before and for and aganst amy of us

is because we are all GOD being who and what we are and all and everything that is

The whole of Creation is \The Creator experiencing Itself 

as all and everything

all the time and everywhere.

and here we all are

you and me and` us and them

all being god being who anhd what we are

in any and all of this mess

that

we call our lives here and now

that we call reality

in the universe of CM ATON’S own making in the superuniverse and creation of the Creators own Creation…..

yeah…okay

a bass fisher in a neighborhood  pond

and yet

crocodiles will be found

and must be removed

if not eradicated

and i know that one of you experienced this

fishing for fish

not bass

but fish nonetheless

because youi’ve done it before

and you cute little doggy was in danger

and you acted and the gator backed off

because of some kiddy toy

that belonged to your son

and you’re all alive

because of a group effort

so please don’t be jealous of your doggy

missing your son as  much as your do

between visitations

its fine

the love is there more than ever

juist hug each other more

and don’t be afraid to go fishing again

anywhere…………it will never happen again

but that happening created a bond between the three of you

don’t waste it

embrace it

you future relationships will be that much closer in the future……

see how life works?)

THIS IS THE DIVINE WEDDING

THIS IS OUR OUR ASCENSION

WHOM SHALL WE MARRY?

DO WE ALL GET WHO WE CHOOSE?

THIS IS HUMANITY’S SITUATION RIGHT NOW

EVEN AS YOU READ THESE WORDS

MAKE SURE WE MARRY THE RIGHT GROOM

WHOSE HAND WILL WE TAKE IN THE END

GOD OR THE DEVIL?

GOD IS GREAT!!!

ALLAH AQKBAR!!!`

ELOHIM HU GDUL!!!

THE DEVIL IS

WELL

NOTHING

A DEAD CONCEPT

AND THUS

AN ILLUSION

AND ALL THE SACRIFICES IN THE WORLD WON’T CHANGE THE TRUTH

IT WAS ALL A LIE

AND WE FELL FOR IT

HOOK, LINE AND SINKER

AND STILL WE HAVE TO SEND ALL AND ANY OF YOU OUT

TO HUNT  AND FISH

AND TEND TO THE FIELDS OF THE LORD

BECAUSE THE GREAT HARVEST IS HERE!

BECAUSE IT WILL MEAN FISH

OR BOAR

OR BEAR

OR CHICKEN OR BEEF

OR VEGETABLES OF ALL SORTS AND CHEMICAL FREE

YOU LEARNED THE GREATER TRUTHS

WE LEARNED THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER AT HAND

ALL THAT MATTERS IS GOD

CREATOR/CREATION

WE ARE  ALL OUR PARTS

OF THAT ONE THOUGHT

OF ALL AND EVERYTHING

AS THE ONE IN ITS PERFECTION

WE ARE PART OF THAT PERFECTION

AND WE REJOICE IN IT

AND WE ARE HARVESTING

THE FRUITS OF OUR SPIRITUAL LABORS

AND BRINGING THEM TO THE TABLE

THAT GOD SETS BEFORE US

IN THE PRESENCE OF OF OUR ENEMIES

THE HARVEST WE HAVE BROUGHT WITH US

IS PREPARED FOR US

THERE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ALL

BECAUSE ALL HAVE BROUGHT MORE THAN ENOUGH

FOR THERE ARE THOSE OF GOOD FAITH

WHO WERE NOT GIVEN THE JOBS WE WERE GIVEN

THEY DID NOT WORK THE FIELDS OF THE LORD

THEY DID NOT HUNT OR FISH

THEY KNEW NOT WHERE THEY WERE

THEY KNEW NOT WHAT TO DO

AND YET

THEY FOUND AND RECOGNIZED GOD

THEY FOUND THEIR WAY TO FAITH

IN LOVE AND LIGHT

AND GRATITUDE

FOR BEING WHO AND WHAT THEY WERE

AND BEING WHERE THEY WERE

THEY SOUGHT TO HELP

AS BEST THEY COULD

THEY LOVED

THEY CARED

THEY HELPED

THEY SHARED

THEY GAVE

THEY SUPPORTED

AS BEST THEY COULD

AND IN BAD TIMES

THEY STILL THANKED GOD

EVEN WHEN THERE WAS NO ONE THERE

TO HELP OR SUPPORT THEM

TO LOVE OR CARE FOR THEM

THEY STILL DID ALL THEY COUL;D

THEY CRAWLED

THEY STUMBLED

IN ALL OF THEIR PAIN

THEY DID WHAT THEY COULD

TO HELP THEMSELVES GET BACK ON THEIR FEET

WHATEVER IT TOOK

IN GOD’S GOOD WILL

THEY DID WHAT THEY COULD

STILL IN LIGHT

STILL IN LOVE

STILL IN GRATITUDE

THEY GOT BACK UP

AND KEPT ON GOING

MAYBE EVEN MORESO THAN THEY DID BEFORE

AND THEY CAME TO GOD

BEARING NOTHING IN THEIR HANDS AND ARMS

BUT LOVE AND GRATITUDE

AND A DESIRE TO KEEP SERVING

AS BEST THEY COULD

AND GOD

SHOWED THEM TO THEIR PLACES

AT THE TABLE THAT GOD PREPARED

FOR ALL THAT WERE ABLE TO ARRIVE

AND THERE WAS ALWAYS MORE THAN ENOUGH

BECAUSE WE ALL KNEW

MORE WOULD COME…………………………….